sappier moments

If not for having been shamed,
I would not have attained tact
If not for having blundered,
I would not have learned to amend
If not for having lost,
I would not have gained
If not for having endured pain,
I would not have felt comforted
If not for having gone without,
I would not know what I had
If not for having been impetuous,
I would not have learned patience
If not for having been foolish,
I would not have attained wisdom
If not for all that, I would not have lived.

craziness in me....

Neyo is uberr fantastic...The night when neyo is here in Manila is very fantastic. "Hands off" Got nothing to say except for the fact that "neyo" had very successful night in his concert here in Manila. The dome is super crowded, the people were all dancing mostly when he sang "go on girl" yeahhh...wiwiw...i never dance except when neyo sang my favorites songs..yiyiyi...i screeaamm realllyyy crazyy..hahaha im soo crazy bout him...i even got a chance to see him face to face when he had his mall tour in megamall..by chance my dad is planning to have a grocery when i got to see this people screaming and shouting, so in my curiosity i make silip and BOOOOM... neyo in pink is signing CD's...hayys...hehehe...i always play his songs in my Ipod...geezzzz i hope neyo will come back with chris brownn..rest assured ill buy the tickets in VIP.. " i need to save money in order for me to buy the ticket khit la pa schedule for their concert" hahahaha...

" i was inviting NEYO in my car, but he was out riding in some other girl's car, he was my night time, thought i was his STAR, guess i was wrong but still im strong, wont take long for me to go on ohhh, " hahahahaha
CRAZYYY AYT? BIG FAN? - OOHH YES!!! DYING TO SEE HIM? -ABSOLUTELY!!!! WANNA HAVE S*X WITH NEYO? - do i still need to answer that? OF COURSE!!! ahahahahahaha duh??? any neyo fan would love have S*X with him...hahahaha

whatelse? got nothing to say na..ill go na.babooo..till next blog! :)

....cravings....

I'm soooo craving for ittt... Grrrrr...pesto is sooo simple you can buy pesto in any supermarket...all you have to do it toss it together with some cooked pasta...throw in some grilled chicken... and you're good to go...yummy...oopsss...dont forget to put in the noodles..hahaha...so easyy yet so mura...hehehe...

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Picky... Choicy... Stuck Up... Arrogant

I may be picky- but why settle, when you can be selective? -- Choicy? I can be. Its true, I may not want A or B but more of a mixture of both... I'm human, so what? -- Stuck up? No. I'd befriend a pig if it proved loyalty to me... But if I get a glimpse at you or your profile and I don't accept your request, its not that I'm shallow; I simply feel that it would not be worth either of our time to explore anything more than "Hi, how are you?' -- Arrogant - no. Confident? Yes. I'm confident that my patience in choosing a man, OR being chosen by one, will lead to a happy relationship, as opposed to a 2 or 3 week fling- which I don't feel like wasting energy on. -- Sometimes, I wonder what is the point of telling others who you are and what you're about on your profile. Do people read anymore? Don't ask me questions I've already answered on my page. Goodness!

ano ba title dapat? =)

If I were to be asked about my future partner, I would answer without hesitations, that one has to have all these three: beauty, brains, and most importantly the heart. This does not necessarily mean that a person has to be perfect with respect to these three but my point is that he should at least be the perfect combination of all three.

Sensitivity

He must feel what I feel. He should be aware of his own limitations as a partner and as a person, at least have the courage to stand by me and live up to what he actually says. He should have the heart to tell me “I love you” without doubting himself if he really means it.

Attractiveness

ive learned that to assume things was better than waiting.what i know now is that ones heart will break silently until it crumbles.im looking forward for more rainbows and alcohol =)
live life like theres no tomorrow no regrets...
The problem with too good looking people is that they have tendencies to find someone of their same levels of attractiveness. This means that I can, in no way, be in a relationship with too good looking people. But hey, don’t get me wrong, I would love to have a hot boyfriend; the problem is that that “hot boyfriend” of mine doesn’t want someone as ugly as me. Just be presentable enough, and that would do both of us good.

Intellect

I guess he must be smart enough to comprehend situations, understand effects and consequences of his and others’ actions.

Well enough of this rubbish. anyone actually. everyone except: snob, feeling, people who think highly of themselves, bitches and whores.

hayyss...

im not good of a writer as compared to others, but i (somehow)i know proper english (uhm,. er,. i guess). i love meeting new people, and thats one of the many reasons why im here and lets not speak as if we're here for sole friendships,. its either you want it and something else, or plain hook-up. as for me, im here, not for the latter. i hate people who think so highly of themselves when in fact they aren't as superior as they think they are. i hate greedy and arrogant people. and please, spare me from all you airheads and promiscuously bitchy people.

I still smile at the sound of your voice Wondering if the breakup was really by choice Wondering if I gave Us enough of a chance Or was I just another silly victim of circumstance I have a growing case of " If I can't have you " Not wanting anyone else to know you the way I do Not wanting anyone else to read you like I do Because no one else seems to get me besides you I thought that maybe in time you would hate me Seemed like everyday there was another reason to debate with me Selfishly I thought only of me Because you were fundamentally stronger than me I mean we argued about what to watch on t.v. And I couldn't handle the fact That maybe just maybe I wasn't all that And a bag of a chips You brought me down to reality Showed me how the world could be You opened my eyes and now I see clearly That you were the best thing that happened to me And I being the Christy that I always am I fucked it up But I am glad that we met Glad that we had the chance To exchange I love you's Because its true that I do And I still smile at the mention of your name Hoping someday...that you may do the same

...me myself and i...

hmmm..what can i say..im loud and quite outspoken. im not your typical girl nxt door..im like the girl three blocks down. you know? im the epitome of everything a partyphile should be. im cool, calm and a lil crazy. i cheat of course, but dont we all? what else? hmm im outspoken, i say anything that comes to mind..and im unapologetically honest. i sing.. i love listening to music....MUSIC IS MY LIFE...can't live without it...i adore coffee shops. i visit one everyday im pretty charismatic to. i make friends with everyone. from the guards, the dean to the waiters to the managers. i befriend them all and because of that i get special privileges.. i have it easy...i must say..people love me..and i love people.. i get freebies just because i am me... i also maintain a blog with regard to movies.... anything that doesnt make me depressed..i like horror flicks and light comedies but i dont ever wanna be a movie junkie.. i mean, i watch a movie, and then get over it.. i dont internalize every line, every scene... its just the silver screen my life is far more exciting well..i really idolize myself..haha just kidding..im not narcisistic..i just dont idolize people..we're all the same here... there's no reason to be idolizin someone... believe in urself and thats the way to go :-D

just another story...

As i opened my drowsy eyes....i wanted to shut them again and go sleep...but my dad is yelling at me because of my unfinished errands. so i wake up,,,my soul is still flying and my back wants a bed to sleep on..and so i grab my towel and go straight in the CR..and oh fuck..i forgot that my dad was yelling at me because of my unfinished business..oh well..hahaha i was like OH SHOOT ME! ahaha...FUCK THAT CRAP...i forgot nga pla...kc nga my soul is flying pa...hehehe my eyes is full fo crapiness...u know goodmorning sunshine...wahahaha my shift will start at 8pm and OH SHOOOTNESSS...here i am just got to the confort room to have my shower...oh shitty right,, oh well i work as a agent...bka your confused..hehe...and then.... i saw Mr-hey-im-so-cool-wannabee-dude...while riding the bus...hahaha and hey he is rich kc he got lots of gadgets rolled over his neck..its with the strap kc..wahaha...and ugh super irritating that guy..wahaha..he was wearing a violet hat, tapos bsta eewww...un na...i got late and chu chu ness..obtw..i think his working as an agent kc when he paid the driver he was like super speaking in english...hehehe...fuck..sooooopeeerrr eeww tlga...anywayz nakwento ko lng i know it doesnt make any sense at all.. bye now...BTW i got lots of complaints today..geezzz...hehehe,.,complaint day! hey hey! ahahaha...